Umm.. I have a problem. The same one I've been struggling with for almost a year now. Patrick. He's back into my life again.
He called me when he was drunk.. lets just say he has planted the same ole crap in my head.. again.
Yet.. he dosen't wanna be with me, which is the one thing that I want most v.v
Katie is back.. *JoY* I hate her! She should just die >.< but if she dose Patrick will be crushed v.v *UgH*
Weell.. the thing with Levi didn't work out & yes I dated him.. big mistake? I'm not quite sure yet. He is kindof a lesson learned.
When I was with him, he made me forget all about Patrick so.. I kinda miss him <.<
He broke up with me for someone else *ShOcKeR* I saw it coming wayy before anyone else did v.v
Kinda sucks how you can predict things such as that v.v
Sooo... I guess I'm back where I started from. Loving Patrick & dealing with this horrible fate I was handed.. when will the sadness end? Idk.
I'm hoping my new haircut will make things different?? Probably NOT.. at least I can dream tho :3
I'm also tired of Tori getting all the attention. Its like "hello? I'm here to!" even tho I like being invisable.. at this instant.. it bugs me >.<
Ohh well.. I'll just deal!

-Lindz